It has been very hard for me to tell my boyfriend about my feelings. I know sometimes I get too emotional. but I just couldn't help myself. When I am sad, I like to express my feelings and show him that I am sad. When I tell him the reasons why I am sad. He always judges my feelings and says I shouldn't feel that way or he will just get mad because he couldn't help. I've told him a lot of times that when I am sad. all I want him to do is to listen to me instead of giving me advice or try to fix my problems. but he still misunderstands me. and we always end up fighting when I am upset and at the end, I always have to go comfort him and say sorry about acting emotional. We just had a fight. We were supposed to go somewhere with friends. But I realized I had too many work to do and I had to stay home so I asked him to go by himself. I felt bad because I couldn't go. but he didn't feel bad at all and looked really happy because he is going. I felt really bad that he doesn't understand my feelings and how hard it is for me to deal with work and school. He came to ask me why I was upset before he left. I told him how I felt. He got mad at me.
ILOVEYOU MUHD ZULFADZLI BIN ABDUL RAHMAN
26/D/2010
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